Perhapys I spoke too soon

It seems that since I decided I wasn't going to try and lose anymore weight after the husband and I decided we were going to try and have a baby, my mind thought "Hey, that's the best idea EVER! Why not eat whatever you want and gain weight".

Not such a great idea. Not great at all.

Eating donuts and m&m's is probably not a good idea for a healthy baby body. Am I right? And the whole reason I wanted to lose 100+ pounds in the first place was I could have a healthy body so that I COULD get pregnant. I've lost the weight twice, but I really don't want to do it a THIRD time if I can help it.

I'm putting an end to it right now.

I am taking out my old paper tracker and counting my points again. Because that is truly the only way I'm going to drop these unwanted pounds. Once I get pregnant, I am going to stop worrying about my weight, but until I am (and I'm not this month) I need to concentrate on eating healthy and watching my food intake.

I will continue to eat healthy once I'm pregnant, but I won't worry about losing the weight.