Happy Monday!

So I’ve kind of been in a funk for the past week or so. I think that I’m finally out of it. Or least I hope that I am because it really SUCKS to feel like that.

I did a lot of sleeping this weekend. Saturday I slept for about 9 hours and then Sunday I slept for like 12 hours. Plus I napped on Saturday for about an hour. It’s like I did a lot of stuff or anything. I was just feeling kind of blah and wanted to sleep I guess.

Friday night hubby and I went out for karaoke. I did not sing but he did. He has such an awesome voice. I cannot sing to save my life. It was fun and it’s always nice to get out of the house from time to time. And spend time with my man.

Luckily my sister comes back today and Scooby won’t be lonely anymore. My older sister took him Saturday to Sunday and I’m sure he enjoyed that (he slept in her bed) but he cried when she brought him home again and he was alone. Poor baby. If he didn’t hate cats so much I could have taken him for the week.

I hope to get back to the gym tomorrow night. It’s been 2 weeks since I’ve been there and it’s time. I tried to go Friday morning and today but that didn’t happen. I love sleeping way too much. I think that the hubby wants to go, too, so that will be nice.

Hopefully things are finally back to “normal” for me.

Last night hubby and I watched a program about “Christian the Lion”. I cry every time I see that darn footage of him reuniting with the 2 men that raised him. *sniff*

Happy Monday!

Stop waiting to be skinny to live life!

I told my husband that I need stop waiting to be skinny to live my life.

So far I haven't been able to do that.

It's time.

I totally remember that being skinny didn't make everything better. I was still depressed, I was still stressed, I was still insecure about myself. So why am I thinking that being skinny is going to make my life so much better.

Saturday afternoon...

So I went back to my ww meeting today and I was up a pound. That isn't too bad and I plan to take more then that off this week.

Here are a few things on my mind today:

-the "ER" finale was fantastic. I totally cried when I saw Dr. Green's daughter, Rachel.
-super glad it's the weekend
-I bought a little "hungry monster" for my coworker. She said she wanted one so I thought why not?
-Keith Urban is nearly a month away! I need to pick up his new cd.
-Gym tomorrow!
-I get the whole weekend with my hubby! Yeah!!
-I miss running. I need to start up again


I'm off to do some housework and enjoy the rest of my Saturday. My older sister is taking Scooby this weekend so I don't have to worry about him for a couple days. Glad the other sister comes home on Monday night. Her puppy misses her.

Phew

That was an awful anxiety attack today. Ugh. Luckily I finally got myself out of it and I'm doing better.

But no, I am not going to the gym tonight.

I miss my morning workouts and so, I am going to try and start going to the gym before work again. I have my gym bag packed and ready to go so we'll see what happens. I gave it a try, going back at night, but I find myself having a hard time falling asleep when I get home and then I stay up later then I like and then I am tired at work and then I'm exhausted at night and I just find myself rushing to get everything done and missing my tv shows and...well I guess you understand.

Eating has been good since Sunday. I am looking forward to going back to weight watchers on Saturday. It's been awhile.

I am glad my sister will be home on Monday. Her dog is so lonely and I hate leaving him when I am there. Poor baby loves his Momma. lol

I am super sad that "ER" is ending tonight. Once upon a time that was my favorite show in the world and I never missed it. I cried through many a episode.

Super glad tomorrow is Friday!!

anxiety (again)

I’m practically having an anxiety attack right now about going to the gym tonight.

I don’t know what the heck my problem is.

I need to get my shit together.

Happy 70th Birthday

Today is April 1st. Today is my father’s 70th Birthday. Sometimes it’s hard to believe that it’s been nearly 15 years since he passed away. So far I’m handling it all pretty well.

I’ve decided that I need to start going back to weight watchers meetings again. I was doing the whole online thing but I really don’t think that is working for me. I’m probably going to gain again this week because of last Sunday. I need the accountability right now. So I am going to go back to my Saturday meetings and Saturday weigh in.

Planning to hit the gym tomorrow night. Wednesday is grocery night so by the time we get home, unpack everything and eat it’s already close to 8pm.

Hope to update again tonight. Want to talk about “The Biggest Loser”. Another great episode!!